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Alice wants to live so that everyone can be proud of her and so that she can proud of herself too. She insists to quit with taking drugs and so she looks for excusions not to go to parties, to see her friends or answer the phone. Four days after her first time she had sex Roger comes back into her life. She doesn´t want him to get to know about her trips and the relationship with Bill because she knows he wouldn´t forgive her. She even doesn´t know how to forgive and repent herself. So she tries to forget everything.
The girl is searching for someone who understands her, who knows a lot about drugs to support her to get out of this vicious circle. She has become afraid of living as much as of dying. Because she is unable to fall asleep the doctor prescribes her sleeping pills that are a possibility for her to be took over by sweet nothingness. Soon she needs more of the tranquilizers to cause the desired effect: To stop her head thinking about she´s pregnant or not.
If Alice asked me what to do at this stage of her dependence I would recommend her to go and see the doctor and talk to him about her troubles seriously. He can also tell her if she´s pregnant or not and inform about the therapies to be cured from drug abuse. It´s the doctor´s job to support people who need aid medically and emotionally. Moreover the physician mustn´t tell her parents about her visit if she doesn´t want to.
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